when i was still a little girl..

i despised math...

yea realli hated it..
but to my suprise... its quite oki? once u get the hang of it..
speaking of math i am so hapi..
cuz for once i passed my mathe exam.. wohhhooo^^

jus got home from hanging out with EYA!?!
loveyou phaty ko...^^,
we went to mcdo...(*my fav. hangout*)
after tutor with tchr ofel..
speaking of tchr ofel..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PO!?!?!^^,
BLOW OUT!?!^^,
ahaha..

anyways.. today was a good day...

so going back to my title,,
when i was still a little girl..
those days..
i walk like a little duckling...
with my favourite teddyrabbit (*snowflakes*) in hand...
run around the estate,...
played in the rain,..
playing on the swing during sunset and watchd my grandpa and grandma grow old...
carry big bulky bags as if i'm imitating a tortoise....
suck my favourite cola lolli...
fly kites with my siblings on the big field behind my house....
those days, when i was much younger....
my favourite chapter of my life...
i miss those days...
if only i can still watch them grow old,..
run around with my favourite teddy,...
fly kites at that fieldand find that home that once belonged to us...

life changes,so do people....

i was staring out my window jus a minute ago..
iduno why but..
times when i look out of the window..i
appreciate the existance ofthe beautiful sky, fluffy clouds, big green trees and tall grasses
but we neglected that little window,..
which allows us to view all the beautiful things in the world..
sometimes we all need to take a step back, appreciate.

still tired even after a weekend.so lazy, tired and sleepy....
have you seen a zombie before?*touching eyebags*

when things changed,..
we cant deny the fact that it did...
neither can we find it back,even if we do..,
it has already lost its meaning& the feeling aint the same anymore.


a little poem by mem...


free...
by:mem

as i race with time this long weekend..
i could slowly feel the wind...
my wings are gently spreading,..
for i'm soaring far and high soon...
those awful visions are turning into a serene sight...
as it drew nearer,..
the winds get stronger.
& it will blow me away,to the place i longed to be...
i'm all ready to spread my wings,once you set me free..

ahahah oki ba? im bored sorri?
kinda distracted cux of well..
rainbows, ice cream & eskimo kisses...
ahaha im not making any sense...
awwww...
only rainbows make sense.. anymore....

i jus want to...
to get out of that little house& look beyond what i can see from that window..
there's more things to reach out for,
after i closed that door behind you& walk on....
ill closed that door behind me & walk on...
after i've complete this..
in a year's time perhaps....i'm truly sick
of such routine and over-controlled life.
let's pray time flies.